March 2012
“This is not something that you just ‘get over’. For the vast majority of people,...”
– Wasted (Marya Hornbacher)
wasted is a tough read, and a great one.
February 2012
dailybunny:
Thanks, Amy!
man, if you don’t like looking at gifs of bunnies chomping on things, then I probably don’t like you
I am going to make french toast and eat it while I study french because obviously I will learn more/better/faster.
WOW there is so much vocab to learn oh my god. this is what I get for not even opening my book for two weeks! that break really screwed me up >:|
I have a french test today and I don’t know any of the vocab!
LOL YIKES
but we do have our lowest test dropped
maybe I should be doing french things instead of tumblr
ça va très mal =(
anne bradstreet is making my brain pained =( =( =(
have gotten to the point in my papers where I am 100% repeating myself
finally FINALLY able to bang out some things for this paper god I have never in my life done a paper so close to the last minute, I mean doing prewriting, drafting, revising and editing all in one day makes me nervous as fuck and also it’s a poor choice for me to be here instead of scribbling/reading dense scholarly articles
so I will not be coming up for air until I am finished or dead
...
here are the things that I want right now:
a shamrock shake
enough vodka in that shamrock shake to make me forget that I am menstruating and that I will never do a good enough job on all of this work
to not be bleeding anymore
to not feel like my reproductive organs are going through a blender
to not have to do the work that I just cannot get on top of
=( =( =(
there’s this lola ray song and the opening lyrics are “everyone I know can go to hell” which aptly describes how I feel right now
pretty annoyed that I can’t access mcc databases (which I’m supposed to be able to do) unless I’m using an mcc computer because that completely defeats the purpose of taking online classes (which is that I don’t have to go on campus)
this is completely unreal I mean god mcc is just unbelievable
GAH COME ON MCC
god I’m so irritated with mcc and with this slow slow internet and with everything in general
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR mcc decided that over break would be a good time to do network maintenance, and it was supposed to be done by 5:30 this morning but it’s not
and I can’t get any of the things that I need for my papers except through mcc networks
WHY
I have papers (plural!!) due on monday!
shaleandbone:
you think about what happened and you grin despite yourself your hands are cold and clean and dry your mind is quiet empty clear and faint echoes buzzing soft drip down your throat like snow and melt gone but sour lemon juice sits in your stomach
sigh these people whose dog I’m watching have the slowest internet of all the internets
sigh in my professional communication class, we have a discussion topic about what we would do if a coworker was making extremely inappropriate racial or ethnic jokes.
I said that I would immediately express how uncomfortable I was with hearing them, but every single other person in my group was like “if you don’t say anything, then they’ll stop!”
uh no do you guys not...
gossiping is such an ugly habit why is it so hard to keep from doing it sometimes mergh
I am better than this!!!
but I suppose it’s like watching jersey shore; I’m better than that too but I watch it anyway
this dog that I’m dog-sitting for is making me want to pull out all of my hairs on my whole body HOW am I going to make it until the twenty eighth??
a 100% sensible and nutritious meal comprises french fries and coffee, yes?
(edited for grammatical correctness!)
dirklalonde:
homoerotics:
I’M NOT OKAY WITH CHRIS BROWN PERFORMING AT THE GRAMMYS AND I’M NOT SURE WHY YOU ARE
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ugh if you’re using words like ‘slut’ or ‘whore’ to insult/hurt/make fun of/belittle someone else, I just…I have no patience for that garbage
because that’s exactly what it is—garbage
survivor-problems:
when you take scalding showers that last over half an hour, because you’re trying to get the feeling of their hands off of you. submitted by anonymous
why is eating frozen mango so great?
jarvis-cockblocker:
also, in what I found to be one of the most appalling and demeaning metaphors for the abortion issue, in my medical ethics class, we read of one conservative that said men deserve the right to make decisions on abortion/reproductive rights because “If a man puts a dollar into a vending machines, what comes out is not the vending machine’s it’s the man’s.”
OH VERY CLASSY AND...
shaleandbone:
buttercups rioting in her eyes, buttery sun flares through moss. blink and the sun sets.
sigh I really need to get a bathroom scale, one that works, because sometimes it tells you exactly what you weigh, and other times it tells you your weight, but then you have to add about three-five pounds to it.
today, for example, I either weigh 125 or somewhere between 125 and 130. I’m really pulling for 125 because that’s the smallest I’ve been in many years and 120 was...
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disgustinghuman:
gublerwood:
I don’t know, you guys. I’m really at a loss here. I can’t find my self-respect. It seems I have misplaced it. Here’s a photo of me with my self-respect fully intact:
See? Look at how happy I look? I’m fully clothed and you can just see the…
two things
my posts for my women in lit class are seriously long enough to be papers in their own rights. the one I’m about to submit, if I double spaced it as required for a paper, would be four pages (and I’m not quite done yet ahhhhh)
I can’t get out of my own mind and I don’t know how to make it stop
things I am really fucking sick of: hideous dreams
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meeca:
(This list will be forever in-progress. Please add on as you see fit).
Challenge sexist jokes, such as dumb blonde jokes or jokes about rape.
Avoid using words such as “bitch”, “ho”, “slut.”
Recognize when you “zone out” when women are speaking, when you value a man’s opinion…
I desperately wish that german had fit better into my schedule because french and I simply do not jive at all
it is the opposite of german in just about every way so I can’t go on instinct
what I should do is celebrate this as a challenge, like teaching myself to write with my nondominant hand (still working on that one)
but instead I am mourning the loss of german and the difficulty...
and there’s the snow.
man I am going to glory in the heat and light of summer when it comes.
