27th January 2012

have started following a couple of blogs run by survivors, who talk about survivor type issues and things

it’s…idk. it’s important to me but also I’m kind of nervous. I spent so much time telling myself and everyone that nothing happened, or saying that something else happened that wasn’t nearly as bad, etc etc etc and Not Dealing

I spent so much time doing all that stuff that now things are not easy to deal with sometimes and idk it’s just really weird 

but I think seeing these people’s strengths and hard spots will be important